She owns the night.
So, it’s been awhile.
I haven’t been on this blog much with a rant. Well, now I have a rant.
I can’t believe that whole family doesn’t believe in me. I kind of had a feeling that they stopped believing in me once they found out that I had a boyfriend, but a part of me hoped that they supported me…
Today I just found out that one of my “aunts” said that she didn’t believe that I was going to make it in college. That really hurt my feelings. Last time I saw her, she seemed to be really supportive of me and was amazed on how smart I am. Now I found out that she went behind my back and said “She won’t survive in college, she’s going to drop out.” I knew that my mom’s side of the family doesn’t think I’m smart anymore…but a part of me hoped that they still at least believed in a little. That was a severe blow in the heart. Now I really know that they don’t believe in me. At all.
I’m going to show them. I’ll prove them wrong.
Mother fucker .___.
I am seriously PISSED. OFF. at my group.
Some people are really working hard ( I APPLAUD YOU) and others aren’t giving a single fuckin’ shit. Hell to the fucking no.
Everyday I have to restrain myself from slapping someone silly because they are so god damn stupid. When I said RESEARCH. Don’t just FUCKING COPY AND PASTE IT FROM A RANDOM WEBSITE. ACTUALLY ANSWER THE QUESTION I GAVE YOU. DON’T GIVE ME YOUR FLUFF, GIVE ME THE ANSWER SO I CAN DO THE POWERPOINT WITHOUT HAVING TO LOOK UP YOUR SHIT FOR YOU. YOU HAD A JOB YOU SAID YOU WOULD DO. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU NOT DOING IT? WHY ARE YOU DOING SUCH A SHITTY JOB IN IT? ACTUALLY…..WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN IN FUCKING AP?! Mother fucker .________.
I haaaateeee people like this. Yeah, do a shitty job on your own shit, BUT THIS IS A FUCKING GROUP PROJECT AND YOU HAVE TO PULL YOUR WEIGHT AROUND HERE TOO. I HATE STANDING UP THIS BULLSHIT WHERE THERE’S A DEADWEIGHT OR A LAZY-WEIGHT THAT DOES NOTHING TO HELP OR “TRIES” TO HELP. WHAT I MEAN BY TRYING IS JUST LOOKING IT UP ON GOOGLE. PRINT OUT A RANDOM ASS WEBSITE THAT MAY NOT EVEN PERTAIN TO THE RESEARCH AND I HAVE TO ACTUALLY RESEARCH THE GOD DAMN THING MYSELF. MOTHER FUCKER. WHY ARE PEOPLE SO FUCKING STUPID?!
It’s a hardknock life!
The musical, Annie was amazing. I’m so glad that I participated and helped out with the musical (:. It was definitely worth it. Not only did I get 125 extra credit points (I have a 106% in the class now), but I also got my shit together and participated in something. It made me feel good, I also made some good friends there (:. I met Andy and got to know him, that little ginger~. He’s so adorable xD. I showed him the stray cat that wandered the school and he showed me the nightsky on the hill. When it was nearing the end of the musical for the day, we would go up to the hill and just watch the nightsky. The moon was always so pretty.
On the last day, the nightsky was very pretty, I really liked working in the play. I plan on participating next year as well. It’s a pain in the ass and hard to go do homework at 10 o’clock at night, but it was definitely worth it.
“I love my school”
I’m so used to hearing people saying that they hate the school, this is the first time that I heard someone say that they love it. It’s interesting. It makes me wish that I participated in the last play, that would’ve been fun. It would’ve been interesting. Perhaps we could have gotten to know each other better.
I was in line at target today just trying to buy some ice cream and this baby was screaming its fucking soul out. Anyways, the mom turned around and looked me straight in the eyes with the most monotone voice and said “birth control…. Use birth control…”
So I don’t know if you knew but there are these new mouthwash bottles.
And when you squeeze the bottle the top fills up.
And no more will come out.
So here’s my proposition…
YOU WILL NEVER NEED A SHOT GLASS AGAIN
YOUR MOVE ALCOHOL INDUSTRY
TRADEMARK THAT SHIT NOW